Smiley World!XD

Last Day New Beginning

2011-01-01T04:10:00.003+08:00

Hello there!(: Gonna make this quick! I HOPE. Haha I can be soooo long-winded. =S OKOK! Here goes!

To Homeless 7; not so homeless anymore eh? Hehe! BUT still and always will be my LOVELY 7 BROTHERS!(: Happy 2011! I hope this year will be full of awesomeness for ALL of you. That's right all 7 of you. (The following messages are not in order) I LOVE YOU ALLLLLL!! TO THE MAX! Miss you guys too since I'm in DA (2M02), don't get to see you guys as often, including Jerry since he's in 2M01.

1) My bestie, Ethan Lee Yong Sheng, May HAPPINESS prevail in your life because I think, for one, you earned it. WITH BLOOD AND TEARS. Haha! Kidding. But you earned it bro. STAY HAPPY! Hwaiting! Thanks for all the times you helped me out. I appreciate it till this very day and always will. T_T No, seriously. I do. haha! Also, for hearing me out like ANYTIME at random times even when you're working. Haha! CHONGMAL DAEBAK. First time I hear someone deliver food and talk on the phone. BEST. haha! HWAITINGGG BEST CHINGU! ♥

2) Jerry Lim!!! I just found out how straightfoward you can be. AND DANG YOU ARE STRAIGHTFOWARD. Haha. But its awesome nonetheless. I may not be as close to you as I am to the others but I still love that I am able to talk to you. And that's what makes you like a brother to me. Thank YOUU for your advice the other day. Still didn't get the guts to do it but haha! I WILL eventually. Thank you. YOU WILL WORK AT PIXAR ONE DAY! I JUST KNOW IT. YEAHHHHH! I also want..=( haha! WE WILL AND WE SHALL! LOL. ♥

3) Ling Wen Huan. (: OPPA!!!! Although you've learnt some 'stuff' from MR CHONG, HAHA! I still think you're the most gentleman-ly like bro? Haha! If that even makes sense to you. And sometimes when you advise you feel that what you're saying doesn't make sense or isn't enough, well.. YOU'RE WRONG! haha. Thank you for your advice and comfort during my down times. And sorry if I ever hurt you when we tease you about 'ya knoww' haha! But know that, our joking with each other is what keeps us together? haha! So deep. haha. But yeah! I hope you meet someone Taeyeon-like one day. Haha! And will love you as much as you love her. HEHE! ♥

4) Jasper Yeo.(: BROO!!! I wonder why I don't call you Oppa. Haha. WILL MALI KILL ME FOR THAT? haha! JK! So for you, haha. I'm gonna have to say you're kinda silent this year.=( haha. I don't get to talk to you much. BUT.. nonetheless, THANK YOU for staying up that time year 1 just to help me print my stuff. OMG. Haha I am indebted to you till now for that. seriously. I remember crying while doing my work thinking about how much all you guys sacrificed to help me. Really am grateful. I know you care tho you're kinda silent this year. Haha! BUT MEH. You're awesome just the way you are! Don't give up on your dreams JASPER YEO! I believe in you. I'm VERY sure Mali does too. RIGHT SIS? haha! We all do. YOU have to believe in yourself too.^^ ♥

5) Cheng Yong!! GAH!! FOR YOU. Haha I don't even know your last name. This sucks so bad. Haha! I WILL definitely put you in my 2011 resolution. TO GET TO KNOW YOU MORE! haha. You are still part of my family of brotherssss. And I treat you like one. Just wish I knew more about you. Haha. SIGH. I SHALL BE YOUR PERSONAL FB STALKER! haha! Kidding! Hope everything goes well for you this year. I may not know your personal troubles and such but I still care! I do find out stuff about you from the guys so YEAH! I DO know some stuff. So it aint so bad. I hope. Haha! Thanks for the games! ^^ ♥

6) Chong Yun Xiang!! (: Where might I begin with you? Haha! MY PERSONAL BULLY-er. Bodoh macam biskut. Haha! OKOK ASIDE the jokes. I still think you're an AWESOME IMBA FREAKISHLY CRAZYILY GOOD music/sound dunno whats it called. haha! You're gonna go far dude. And I know it. Your passion for what you wanna do is seriously DEEP. I've seen it and I stand by it. Haha. Despite the teasing, haha, you're reallyyy humble to an extent that when I compliment you, you tend to MUMBLE. haha! Follow straight on with your dreams and BE HAPPY! Have fun with music! Don't stressstress then become BODOH MACAM BISKUT. haha! Just kidding! Hahaha! THANK YOU for recording with me, for teaching me sound technical jargon (working on that HEES!) and for the sanddd! Which I have not received. HAHA! YEAR 3 we shall OWN OK! WE MUST OWN! ^^ ♥

7) Addison Yeo.... JENG JENG JENG!! OPPPPPPPPAAAA!! Haha. You can be uber funny at times. Haha. Really happy for you Oppa.(: CAUSE WHY??! I don't need to tell you why you know why. haha! Anyway, take care of Shanny ok! Don't bully! haha! I think she will end up bullying you. HEHE! Kidding! Didn't know you so sweet one... DONT REMIND ME. haha! Study smart! Do your best ok! We're going to year 3 soon OMG. so fast.=( Thanks for being so awesome! I feel good just calling you Oppa because you really feel like one to me. WEN HUAN included. The two bros I call OPPA. haha! Stay happy! Stay funny! SMILEEES ALL THE WAY! ♥

Am I done? OF COURSE NOT...

SPECIAL NO NUMBER ONE) Malissa TAN/YEO!! SISSSSS!!=D See, I never forget you. NYEHEHE! You can be so serious when it comes to work. Don't worry, its an admirable kind of serious. Haha! I see that similarity in Jasper too. LOL! But he looks serious all the time. Haha! Except when gaming. haha! So epic. He transforms. haha! Thank you! For being there for Jasper whenever he needed someone to turn to. I hope he is the same for you too. If he's not, tell me! I scold him for u. Haha! Kidding! Anyways! Don't think too much yea? I know sometimes.. things can be hard for you. I may not know EXACTLY what it is but I kinda get a rough idea? Stay happy! Remember we are ALWAYS here for you. Homeless 7 + ME! Plus SHANNY now! haha! Thanks too! For liking our FB posts so much. Haha. Continue liking and soon enough you and Jasper will attain a FB liking legacy. Haha! Which is AWESOME OK! haha! ♥

I KNEW IT!... I cannot keep things short. DANG this habit. Haha! I'm SOOOOO long-winded. Sorry. I'm a girl. And I'm Nadrah so.. sorry. Gonna have to live with it. Haha! MOVING ON!

To Dzulfadhli Hakim: Salams.(: HAPPY 2011 Bro! Oh gosh, time flies fast right? Haha. Well, in the islamic calendar, our new year already began like I think weeks ago if I'm not wrong? Nonetheless, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Insya'Allah.. Allah will guide us through the challenges in life for years and years to come. May Allah bless this 2011 with HAPPINESS and much GREATness for you and family! I for one need to learn to be more appreciative of what I have. Haha. SIGH. Haha I NEED TO TALK TO YOUUUU! haha! Like really talk. I think it will take almost a year for me to finish talking. haha! Insya'Allah this year, we will be more open with each other too. AND I'm really happy for you. Because of ya knoww. HEE! I'm sure u are too. =D Take care of urself. Thank you for hearing me out each time I talk to you and I'm glad you try to open up to me too. (: YAY! No more awkwardness ok! AWKWARD was years ago for us! haha! I've known you almost 6 years now? Glad we're still bro and sis till now. Eat well. Sleep well. Study smart! STAY HEALTHY no matter what. Don't EVER let stress get the better of us. Like skipping meals and all that stuff. MEH No wayyy ok? haha! I gotta work on that. Haha! But I dont do it on purpose! =D REALLY. =( haha! Love ya bro. Always will. Dah kahwin jangan lupa pack kan nasi minyak. HAHA! ADA EH. haha Nonsense uh Nadrah. Cause I thought ya know. Dah kahwin jangan lupa jemput so common. HAHA. OK OK LAME. hahaha. Astarghfirulallah.. haha! Okies! ♥

To Shereen Latiff: Haha. YOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!! are Shereen.=D haha! I know what you're thinking.. -_- Nadrahhh. haha! YOU GETTING MORE AND MORE PRETTY EACH YEAR. I am jealous. Haha! Even your BROTHER is so HANDSOME. YES you know who I'm talking about. DEENO. haha! Nolah.. ALL of them are really good-looking. Please, if you two ABANGS see this. Don't KEMBANG. (: Yes that means, Abang Juffri & Abang Yono. ^^ Haha! Kidding! I mean no offence.(: OK! Anyway! All the best for this year Shereeeen! May Allah bless this year and many years ahead with HAPPINESS and all the GREATness in life for you and your family! We're not as close as we were in secondary 1 and 2 BUT! We still get to open up to each other comfortably whenever we DO meet up. WHICH is THE BEST. I don't have many close gal friends anddd you should be honoured to be one of my closest!! haha KIDDING! I LOVE YOUUUUUU SHEREENOOOO! wahaha! Don't kill me for that..=S haha! Stay happy! Stay pretty!(Don't really need to tell you that cause you're ALWAYS pretty) XP ♥

Kay I'm done!(:

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

SO HERE IT IS

2010-10-24T00:52:00.006+08:00

Helloo there lovely people..(: Salams..♥

So... a new semester of school starts TOMORROW.=D

Welllll at least for me and my poly friends in NP and.. TP. I think that's all?

ANYWAYS! Haha. Just gonna fill out a blah blah blah story haha then I'm off to clean up some stuff in my room, pack my bag and iron my clothes and then I'm off to bed! ... Hopefully.

Haha. Hopefully, the late night sleeping habits will wear off.

Okok.. Soo.. I went Johor yesterday.. Long story short.. I had a great time despite

the constant tummyaches and tendency to feel really cold. Sis told me it was a sign I

was about to fall sick. Cause I felt abnormally cold. DANG. haha. But..

Alhamdulillah.. I'm feeling slightly better now. Taking care of myself like crazy. Drinking

water, eating my newly bought vitamins and all that stuff. I just hope I don't fall sick seriously.

Cause.. I think Si Ya knows this. haha. I get sick EVERY start and end of sem. GOSH. Was

chatting with Wen Huan Oppa just now. Haha I think he noticed that too cause he said this before going off.. " Dun fall sick again (TOUCH WOOD) haha" Haha. I remember when I was in year 1.. I fell really sick just ONE day before our majorly important exhibition. Homeless 7 were there for me until the end.. :') I feel like crying each time I think about it.. I know how weak I can be during my low times. And I don't like it at all. And they were there for me like family.. I ♥ them ALOT. Haha. Funny thing is, maybe weird to you reading, they're all GUYS. Haha.

OKOK. Moving on. (: I'd have to say.. my holidays was good and bad.. But I'm gonna keep all the good and throw away all the bad.. Like yyum told me.. I have to learn to love and trust myself.. Which! I will! Haha. Time to refill my positive juice! GLUB GLUB GLUB. haha!

Okies! Soooo here's my plan for tomorrow..=D

1) Go to school at 12PM for prize presentation/semester briefing. (: YAY! I can't wait to meet my classmates and my brothers, Homeless 7!(: EAT LUNCH TOGETHER TOMORROW OK! CANTEEN 4! Since it's newly renovated. Haha!

2) EAT LUNCH with Homeless 7! ♥ STORM ETHAN WITH QUESTIONS! THAT HAMI GUA. haha. WE MISS YOU! I MISS YOU BESTIE! You are a Hami Gua really because you didn't say anything! Haha! Nonetheless, its ok! Tmr!=D

3) Find some work to do before CCA.=D

4) Meet Syaf and have dinner/chitchat ♥ ! I miss you Syaffff! Hope you're ok though.. Hwaiting! I wanna see her dance la. Haha!

5) Go for KCC at 6.30PM with Syaf and Homeless 7 minus the ones not going. LOL!

6) WATCH MVS AND HAVE FUN AT KCC!!! YEAHHHHH! Haha! KCC ♥

7) HOME! Longggg ride home! Wheeee~!

Okieee dokie! That's it! Take care. Stay happy! Byebye for now!

" Let it rain so my tears are washed away. "

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

That's all there is

2010-10-23T03:09:00.001+08:00

SIGH..

House

2010-10-22T00:27:00.004+08:00

Hello there!(:

Nothing much to say about today.

I slept ALOT. Haha.

And tummy still hurts..

GAH. I'm drinking ginger water or tea whatever you call it.

Personally, I hate the taste of ginger water.. or tea. haha!

But, since this is supposedly good for me, I'll just live with it.

Besides, this ginger water doesn't taste too strong, thank goodness.

I'm watching House now. OH! And I completed the re-recording thingy

and sent it to Yun Xiang. I really dooo hope it's better this time. =/

Alright! Gonna find me some things to do. (:

Till next time. Take care. Stay happy!

B.B.F.N! Byebye for now!

" I know exactly what you're doing.(:

One thing I learned about you...

you're one stubborn fishcake.

Well... so am I. (: "

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

QUOTORIA

2010-10-20T21:06:00.005+08:00

" People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go."

" The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what is right for you even if it means breaking someone's heart. Including your own. "

" Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow; we must fall in order to know. Sometimes our vision only clears after our eyes are washed away with tears. "

" What do you do when the only person who can stop your tears is the one making you cry. "

" Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings. "

" To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. "

The wonderful thing about quotes are...

you see how people you don't even know feel and

how their emotions stretch out to you.

Because, possibly.. you felt the same way they did

or you realise you feel the way they did from their quotes

and then.. you understand..

You know what to do..

Right now.. I know what I should do.(:

I feel sorry for being a stupid jerk and all.

But, what's done is done.

I don't know if sorry is even enough.

I just hope you know..

" 당신을 사랑합니다 "

♥

I always did.

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

Me & Mr Chong

2010-10-20T19:37:00.008+08:00

HelloEllo!(:

I would post about yesterday but I'm way too lazy to even do so.

So, I'll just talk about today.=D

I slept uber late this time. And when I got up, my body ached like crazy.

You could say I was super tired.

Anyways, I finally forced myself up to get ready to go out and

meet Mr Chong Yun Xiang. Saw mom cooking Nasi Lemak.... Oooo..

But, I didn't eat. I was having tummy aches. Soo.. I chose to eat when I got back.

Went out, took the MRT to school. I tried to listen to music and read a library book

I borrowed. But when I opened the book, all I could 'read' were the pictures. Haha. I gave in

and closed my eyes to try to sleep. I eventually did halfway thru the journey.

Got to school! I saw that the new sports building thingy; I forgot what it's called; was already about done. The building was THERE now. Finally. I hope it gets ready before I go up to year 3. So at least we year 2s get to see the place and use the facilities.=D I heard there's gonna be a new canteen, a performing arts theatre and more. Can't wait! Anyway! Here's two pictures I took of the construction site. LOL. Boredom does that to you. Besides, I like taking pictures randomly.(:

Okok. So I met Yun Xiang, we did our recording. Hahaha. Paiseh uh.

Nevermind, when the time comes, you will all find out what I'm talking about.XD

DONE! Yun Xiang went off for dinner before his CCA and I went on home.

Haha. Guess what? I fell asleep AGAIN. The MRT is an awesome sleep activator.

Tummy aches weren't all too convenient but I managed to sleep anyways.

Reached Pasir Ris and I felt kinda weak and wobbly. Haha. Went to Whitesands awhile to buy

fruits! Huhu. And bumped into my aunt, sis and cousin! Haha! And soon after that, my uncle came along. So got a ride back home in uncle's car instead.(:

Now.. I'm at home.. Gonna have dinner now!

Then perhaps record my part for the 'project' me and Yun Xiang are working on.

I messed up at some points so MEH! I am not SATISFIED!

Okie dokie! Take care. Stay happy! (:

B.B.F.N! Byebye for now!

♥

P.s. Thanks Yun Xiang for doing this 'project' with me! I will do my best to make the recording better and well done for your efforts! I think the background track sounded AWESOME! (: See you & Homeless 7 on Monday!

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

RAIN

2010-10-20T13:31:00.003+08:00

It rained. (:

I get to look out the window and watch the rain like as if 'snow' is falling.

(I need to wear spectacles cause I can't see far)

So.. it kinda looks like snow to me. =D

Aite.. I'm off.. Gonna meet my bro, Chong Yun Xiang, for our recording.(:

Then perhaps I'll take a walk around on my own to settle myself.

Have a good day today friends.. Take care.. Stay happy.. ♥

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

ULTIMATE PAIN

2010-10-19T23:52:00.003+08:00

My eyes hurt.

My chest hurts like its burning.

My tummy hurts.

My head hurts.

My heart aches terribly.

It hurts everywhere..

I feel so restless.. I can't sleep well..

I can't breathe well.

I can't stop the tears.

I can't stop the pain.

I feel like screaming.. I feel like passing out.

I know I shouldn't be like this..

But I can't help it and I hate this feeling.

Makes me wanna barf and all that crap. ERGH..

My body feels cold.

Sigh..

What am I supposed to do.

Keep fighting?

Sigh..

Why do I have to keep doing this..

EXHAUSTARIA

2010-10-19T19:04:00.005+08:00

Hello there..(:

Soo.. I'm kinda exhausted right now.

I didn't get much sleep and had to work quite early today.

Just ended about an hour ago.. Wheeeeee~

I will update about the day perhaps later..

cause I'm wayy too tired now..

I look like this right now

( O-o ) \/

MEH.

Wokie.. take care.. stay happy.. bye for now!

" 당신은 큰 얼간이야. 당신이 알기를 바란다. "

" 난 당신을 잃고에 두려움이 있습니다. 당신이 만든 때문에 내 자신을 잃게됩니다. "

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

MUSICXZ HEARTXZ

2010-10-19T03:36:00.004+08:00

Heyho!(: Here's the new playlist on my blog's music player..just FYI.(:

1) Only You By Yoon Shi Yoon

2) Breathe By Miss A

3) Hope Is A Dream That Never Sleeps By Cho Kyuhyun

4) Fox Rain (Acoustic Version) By Lee Sun Hee

=D If you're into a more upbeat tune, " Breathe " by Miss A would probably be a better selection.(: The other songs I put up are mildly slow and emotional. XD Hees!

Okie dokie.(: Bye now!

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

SMILE SOCIETY

2010-10-19T01:49:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody!(:

So... today was kinda like bittersweet.

FROM THE TOP!=D

I had trouble sleeping last night. Kept tossing and turning. Tears kept falling.

I was annoyed that I couldn't sleep because I was really tired and unwell.

I eventually fell asleep after reciting a prayer.

But about an hour later, I had to get up for morning prayer. LOL!

Soo... after all that, I tried to go back to sleep..

Had trouble again.. and I took 2 hours to fall back asleep. HAHA.

But I woke up sooner than expected.. rather early. haha. And just stayed in bed staring blankly.

Eventually.. I forced myself up because I was practically 'glooming' in bed, it hurt.

So.. got out of my room. Played with baby cousin abit then went back in and

blah blah blah. Some things happened, shall not state. Cried again. Got ready for work.

Forced myself to stop thinking and move forward with the day.

" Smile (: Even when things are bad or rather good.. Life still has to go on "

So I was doing my best to keep those words in mind.

I zoomed to work with music in my ears. Got to work, BAM! Got to work instantly.

Mainly because there were things to do. Haha.

Sooo I spent 4 hours at work.. occupying myself with STUFF. BUT, despite that.. my colleague still sensed I wasn't exactly myself. So she told me..

" Work is work. Personal stuff is another thing. Just don't let it affect your work. "

So I thought... " GAH. It's not supposed to show "

Haha and then I realised it was just the way I was working that was showing it I guess. I wasn't as proactive in doing my job and was extra blur. MEH.

So I just hosted most of the time to avoid making mistakes.

Slowly, as the hours passed.. I pushed away the thoughts.. I just watched people walk pass the restaurant, the lovely people working at their own outlets.. smiled and got smiles back. Made me feel better somehow..

OH! There was this boy and his family at the restaurant. He was kinda noisy, banging his spoon around but MEH.. kids are kids. Haha. ANYWAYS! I had to go to NTUC to get some supplies for Mdm and he followed me out for quite a distance. So I stopped walking and bent down , telling him that he should go back to the restaurant to where his mommy was. Haha.

ALL HE DID..was...SMILE. A cheeky one in fact. Haha that made me smile. He wouldn't budge so I told him "Ok. Come on. I'll walk you back to mommy. Ok?" hahaha. HE STILL didn't budge and just smiled. Soon after, his dad came out looking for him. So I pointed at his dad and said byebye. He kept smiling with a slight frown in between and I walked away.. Smiling.(:

KIDS. They make my day somehow. I remembered how as a young girl, I'd feel so sad inside when I saw a younger child or in fact anyone crying. And I'd cry at times but never knew why. But as I grew up.. the tears stopped. And I cried for new found reasons.

I guess when I think about it.. Life. Growing up. This is how it is. It's a whole truckload of bittersweetness. Things are good. Things are bad. But life goes on, we still grow. It never stops.

MOVING ON. Haha! I talked to pakcik too and haha it was PRETTTYY long I gotta say. Haha. I didn't have the heart to stop him from talking. Besides, some elderly just want someone to hear them out even when they're just talking about life's memoirs. I managed to listen to some pretty interesting stories and then I had to get back to work. BUT, by then.. there were no customers. haha! Just two more sets of customers. SETS. HEH! Sorry. I don't know the right term.XD and we were ready for closing.

Wiped tables, blew out candles, swept the floor, mopped abit, pushed in banners etc, ate dinner AND TADAA! We were done.

Got to the bus stop. Can you believe I waited half an hour for the bus? Had my MP4 for company and the night sky for view. And then it came.. A couple of tears fell. Just didn't know why. However, I found myself wiping them away quickly and I was all fine again. When the bus finally came, one of the auntie workers who took the same bus as me, waved to me to signal that the bus had arrived. My heart felt slightly warm again as she smiled.

WE'RE AT THE BOTTOM NOW!

Haha. That was a whole lot eh? Haha. I think I can write a book if I wanted to. BUT then again.. who would wanna read? XD

JENG JENG JENG!! Time for Nadrah's Advice Of The Day!! TADAA!(:

" When you're feeling down, SMILE at someone.. Getting back a smile puts warmth back into the heart even it's just a little.. Bit by bit.. as you smile and get back more smiles, the warmth increases.. It doesn't heal the scars but it sure does help you get right back up to keep on fighting for another day.. and.. doesn't hurt to smile now does it? It's not pretending. It's believing in hope. (; "

Oooo! I feel like writing a song or two now. Or perhaps singing a song with 'Harmony' for company.. OH! That reminds me! I gotta get 'Melody' fixed.=( I miss her lovely tunes..

Okie dokie.. Take care. Stay happy! Have a lovely tomorrow..(: ♥ SMILE EVERYBODY!(: You could make someone's day a better one or someone could make yours a better one with their SMILE.(;

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

Because I'm A Girl

2010-10-18T14:20:00.001+08:00

Never really got to know the meaning of this song until now after sooo long. And its actually really sad and something I can relate to.

SIGH..

OUCH

2010-10-18T14:04:00.003+08:00

I fell asleep with mental and emotional pain.

I woke up with that.. AND physical pain.

GAH! Don't know which is worst.

Now I feel all gloomy.

I need to get something to occupy my mind!

MEH.. Have a nice day people..

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

BREATHE

2010-10-18T03:26:00.003+08:00

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,

Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.

People are people,

And sometimes we change our minds.

But its killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,

Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.

Cause its tragedy and itll only bring you down,

Now I dont know what to be without you around.

And we know its never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I cant,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.

But people are people,

And sometimes it doesnt work out,

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know its never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, no one here to save me.

Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I cant,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to.

Its two a.m.

Feelin' like I just lost a friend.

Hope you know its not easy,

Easy for me.

Its two a.m.

Feelin like I just lost a friend.

Hope you know this aint easy,

Easy for me.

And we know its never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh

I cant,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)

Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)

Sorry

" I'm feelin' a whole lot.. aside all the confusion of my mixed emotions..this is how I really feel right now.."

Music really does tell a story. And it helps me to say how I feel when I don't know how to put them in words. Thank youuu music for being so magical . ♥

and I love Taylor Swift so much. She rocks. (:

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

RUN

2010-10-18T03:12:00.002+08:00

Run

George Strait

If there's a plane

Or a bus leaving Dallas

I hope you're on it

If there's a train moving fast

Down the tracks

I hope you caught it

'Cause I swear out there

Ain't where you ought to be

So, catch a ride, catch a cab

Don't you know I miss you bad

But don't you walk to me

Baby run

Cut a path across the blue skies

Straight in a straight line

You can't get here fast enough

Find a truck and fire it up

Lean on the gas and off the clutch

Leave Dallas in the dust

I need you in a rush

So baby run

If you ain't got a suitcase get a box

Or an old brown paper sack

Pack it light or pack it heavy

Take a truck, take a Chevy

Baby just come back

There's a shortcut

To the highway out of town

Oh, why don't you take it?

Don't let that speed limit slow you down

Go on and break it

Baby run

Cut a path across the blue skies

Straight in a straight line

You can't get here fast enough

Find a truck and fire it up

Lean on the gas and off the clutch

Leave Dallas in the dust

I need you in a rush

So baby run

Baby run

Oh, baby run

" I wanna run right now.. run somewhere. Don't matter where or how. I need to get away. Just run and run till I forget. "

ENOUGH

2010-10-18T02:18:00.002+08:00

I saw it coming.

I just didn't think it'd happen so soon.

" And now I will build a wall

To never get torn again "

Smile Nadrah.(': Even when things are bad.. life still has to go on.

But I'll never fall again.

Ain't worth all the pain.

Cause it all ends the same.

Enough is enough.

Listless

2010-10-18T01:12:00.004+08:00

Ever felt like..you don't trust yourself.. and then you don't trust others too?

Ever felt like.. you don't know what to feel?

Ever felt like.. you don't know what to do?

Ever felt like.. you don't know what's the right thing or the wrong thing to do?

Ever felt like.. you're so deeply hurt inside but again.. you know someone else feels hurt too?

I feel all of these right now. I am totally BLANK right now.

Don't even know whether to cry or not, feel angry, feel sad, feel happy?

Nothing.

All I do is.. pretend.. And then the tears will just fall on its own.

The anger will just build up on its own.

But I find myself.. pretending.. again and again..

But.. I feel the pain. I feel it all.

My heart feels it.. but my mind is blank. I'm empty.

I'm like a tree. Standing tall and strong..

But without sunshine and rain.. I'm nothing.. I don't grow.

So.. what do I do exactly? Sigh..

Nothing's easy in life.. I know it. Do you?

When I say I just need you to be there for me..

I didn't mean pretend nothing happened and treat me like

I'm just another person to you..

Your words say different.. but so does your actions..

So which is the right one? Sigh.. I really don't know.

Sometimes.. no matter how messed up the heart is..

I wished you'd follow your heart instead of your mind.

YYUMMYY BEARS!

2010-10-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

Gummy Bears From MALACCA!! Jeng Jeng!! (:

NAH!(: You wanted gummy bears. hahahaha! Told you I had them. =D

ENJOY!... looking! HUHU! XD

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

Ms Swift

2010-10-13T21:55:00.005+08:00

The reason I play guitar.

The reason I write songs.

The reason I get to feel (through her songs).

Miss Taylor Swift,

my musical inspiration..

after Mr Marvin Leung.. =D

Here's Taylor Swift performing "Run" by George Strait at

the "George Strait All-Star Concert". (: ♥

P.s. I suggest you pause the music player on me blog before you watch this.(:

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

FALTERING

2010-10-06T15:49:00.006+08:00

Here's a post from my brother's tumblr...

" Ya Allah, I just want to see my loved ones being happy and having excellent health; my Mum, my grandmother, my two sisters; Tasha and Nadrah, my uncles, my aunt and six of my best bros I’ve known ever since we were in Secondary 1. If I can’t have the Happiness that I’ve been longing for all this while, it’s alright because knowing that my loved ones are Happy makes me HAPPY!=D ^_^ Sometimes I feel weakened whatsoever when it comes to my attention that they’re having troubles themselves. I’m just not strong. I may look strong on the outside, but deep down, there’s this ‘emotional spot’ inside me. I’ve been through quite a lot over the years and I’ve been silent about it. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time and tell my Dad and my Grandfather how much I truly love them. How much I miss them, no words could really explain. But it’s alright, all this are part of Life’s Qada’ & Qadar. I don’t blame anybody or You (I don’t even have the right to do so)because I know, whatever challenges that You send upon us, they are actually blessings in disguise. Each and every one of them are blessings.

I need to open my eyes and my heart to look at things from a better perspective from now on and welcome your blessings with a sincere heart. I’m just gonna live my life for those whom I dearly love and treasure so much. And I thank You so very much for all the blessings You have bestowed upon me; for giving me these wonderful people in my life whom I could truly love with all of my heart and wake up every morning knowing that they’re always by my side. Please give me enough time Ya Allah, to repay all the good deeds and kindness they’ve showered me with thus far. Even if I don’t have the time to do so, I know that You’ll be there to reward them for all their actions. Ya Allah, they will always be in each and every one of my Doa and solat. May You bless them with excellent health, true happiness, success, prosperity and well-being.(:

p.s: Annyeonghaseyo Nadrahhh!(: Stay stronggg sis! You’ll feel better in no time, Insya’Allah. Selalu Berdoa kepada Allah. I BELIEVE IN YOU!Hwaitinggg!^_^

Bye-bye people, I’m going back to sleep! Hehehe! Have A Wonderful Day! Don’t forget to put that BEAUTIFUL SMILE(: of yours!!=D ^_^ Assalamualaikum.. "

Sigh.. In the end bro, you're much stronger than I am..

because you followed through no matter how hard and

you still don't show that its hard when IT IS.

I faltered way too much.

And that is truly upsetting..

I wish I can be stronger. Just like you.

So I'll try harder.

And each time I falter, I'll try again.

Thanks for the message bro.(:

♥ ♥

Bro & Sis Forever..^^

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

DISNEY DREAM

2010-10-06T15:36:00.001+08:00

I want to go to Disney World. NOW. =(

FANTASY WHOOP

2010-10-06T02:54:00.005+08:00

Opened my "14,000 things to be happy about" book by Barbara Ann Kipfer to a random page and saw these phrases...

" tea cakes and honey butter"

" four hugs a day "

" fraises des bois = wild strawberries "

" lakeside roads with farm stands offering

apples, pumpkins, pears, and other

fruits and vegetables "

Seeing these kinda things reminded me of being in New Zealand.. STILL my most favourite nature-based place in the whole world by far. I miss the road to Milford Sound.. Makhaya's creek, Homer Tunnel.. practically everything even though the whole trip started off bad. Haha..

AND then again......

seeing these phrases make me feel envious of how the simplest of things can make one person happy.. every memory.. sigh.. I wish my life was that simple.. even if it meant I had to live it all on my own.. But my heart sets in.. reminding me of the important people in my life..

SIDE NOTE...

Boy, I don't wanna lean on you.. because you have a dream to meet.. you have a life you'd like to live.. I'm still lost in that part of my life.. Just mere fantasies..

Sigh...

Aside from the blahblahblahs... my GPA went down again the previous semester.. BIG WHOOP. Sigh.. Gotta work harder kiddoo. Ain't gonna be easy but I know I'll get through it, insya'Allah..(:

Till next time.. Have a lovely day tomorrow (or should I say TODAY?) starshines. (;

Take care. Stay happy! SMILE that beautiful SMILE.=D

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

Airliner

2010-10-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

To drown my sadness in such a situation that it hurts to smile..

I... 'BERISTIGHFAR' ON THE WAY TO WORK!

I... EAT 3 SCOOPS OF ICE CREAM!

I... GO HIGH AND SING SONGS AT WORK!

I... WASH CUPS REAL QUICK!

AT THE END OF THE DAY!

I... END BACK WHERE I STARTED.

and...

I listen to music as an attempt to escape..

but it still hurts..

ULTIMATUM

2010-10-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

My heart aches but my mind is...

BLANK

The Photograph

2010-10-04T15:47:00.006+08:00

I know I hurt you..

I know I wasn't there for you..

I know you'll just say its ok..

I know you'll just say you're fine now..

Now you've got your friends to turn to, smile with.. including her..

I'm not saying your feelings weren't true..

But really...did you have to do it this way...?

Why didn't you ask me if I was really ready to accept this..?

Why does this hurt too much?

And its not going to stop hurting.. until all the pain is gone..

and I turn numb.. blank... again..

SIGH.. I don't wanna go to work. I don't wanna do anything.

But I know I still will... and thats what makes it much more painful..

:'( :'( :'(

" I'll be 'smiling' the whole day and end with music in my ears to take me away

to another world.."

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" Looking back.. endless memories in a photograph..

come back.. wishing for another day with you.."

- Julia Sheer, The Photograph

I don't know

2010-10-04T14:46:00.003+08:00

How I truly feel?

I feel hurt. UBERLY hurt.

I can't stop crying since last night.

And it HURTS!! I can't even hold these tears back!

DON'T EVER make me fall again.

PLEASE. YA ALLAH.

I don't care if I'm lonely or have to live for others.

I'll do that. Just don't make me hurt this way again. PLEASE.

T_T This hurts way too much.

PLEASE.. :'(

I'm not ready to even be STRONG for this. I just wish you had given me ABIT of time

to prepare. Now my heart's all over and I'm afraid.. I'm not gonna put it back together..

Excuse me, cause I'm not going to talk to anyone right now.

Affairs Of The Heart

2010-10-04T07:34:00.003+08:00

I know there is such a thing called.. " LOVE "

I also know there is such a thing called " HEARTACHE / HEARTBREAK "

But what I'm feeling now involves both..

So what exactly is that??

Sigh.. This is sooo bad for me..

I watched "My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho" throughout the whole morning..

Instead of being cheered up.. TSK..

Tears kept falling.. even when I was praying my morning prayer..

Whats wrong with me????

SIGH. STOP RIGHT HERE HEART.

ENOUGH FOR NOW. LET ME SLEEP. T_T

P.s. Sorry Dzully.. I'll talk to you soon yea? Gimme time.

Thanks for supporting me still. ♥

Sorry I have not been doing the same for you.

MEH.. Your sis is draining her own positivity out.

Insya'Allah I'll get better real quick.(:

I always do.. somehow.

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

HEART ON REVERSE

2010-10-04T03:55:00.006+08:00

Sigh..

Set my heart on reverse..

And when I DO set my heart on reverse..

it doesn't go back to where it was.. cause I probably won't let it..

You were ready to do this..

I'm not..

I'm just going to..

for you..

I trust you..

I just don't trust myself..

I was right.. I can't do this..

Sigh..

you should have asked if I was ready..

Therefore, I'm sorry..

This hurts in a whole different way..

You Will Never Be

2010-10-04T03:43:00.000+08:00

YOU WILL NEVER BE

JULIA SHEER

How did we ever come to this

I never thought you'd be

someone I'd have to miss...

and there I was caught in your game

needing answers that never came

and we took a chance,

you said you were strong

strong enough

but you were wrong...

and now I'm...

Deafened by your silence

blinded by the tears

if you're looking for forgiveness

you won't find that here

cause you lied your way to heartbreak

and now its all too clear

that you will never be....

Look at her

she won't ever compare

you can say you're sorry

but I still don't care

was she worth this mess

was she worth this pain

you can say it's her fault

but you're both to blame

CHORUS:

and now I'm ....

CHORUS

Looking back it was all so easy

I hope you know you're my last mistake

Don't come around and say you need me

I won't stay

Now I know that you were so deceiving

was it fun for you to walk away

I hope you liked it

cause she's so damn easy

you won't change

CHORUS

That you will never be......

GOLLY WOLLY

2010-10-04T02:56:00.004+08:00

CURRENT MOOD: Unexplainable

Been thinking.. thinking each day that its all just turning blank bit by bit..

Sigh.. My mind's all messed up.. Wondering if taking the chance would be better.. OR not..

All I feel right now is tire and pain.. not because I'm getting hurt.. because I'm the one hurting this time.. and it sucks so much more than getting hurt.. And I ain't just hurting A person.. I think I'm hurting two people so dear to me right now..

MEH..

Where's the magic? Where's the supposed fairytale?

Pfft.. All the hurt, the tears.. I don't know if I can go through much more..any longer..

Maybe living for others was what I was meant to do anyway.. well, on my own..

I've been through enough for years now.. How much more painful can it get?

*You're joking now Nadrah* Totally..

GAH. Now I'm talking to myself.. Weird is me alright..

SIGHHHHHHHHH...

I know you're feeling hurt right now even when you say you're alright..

And I'm part of that hurt though you may not say it..

=( So.. what should I do?

I can't cry.. Nomore tears to fall..

I can't get angry.. cause I have no reason to..

I can't be confused.. cause I''ll just go insane that way..

I can't do anything!! cause.. I'm me..

AHHH.. Somebody take me awayyyyy.....

*To THE PERSON*

I hope you do well for tomorrow, Insya'Allah...

Don't give up! I believe you can.. ♥

*To THE OTHER person*

I hope you'll still stay strong no matter what..

I still care.. and I hope you know that.. ♥

AHHHHHH. Now. I'm crying.

...... crying without tears...... THERE IS SUCH A THING..

Kau Tau Apa Tak??

2010-09-29T01:51:00.006+08:00

Soooo... I couldn't sleeeeep. haha I told someone to sleep early and I ended up not being able to sleep. Awww. shucks. Somebody's gonna get madddddd. XD Haha I hope not. HEHE. Sorry!

Was abit down somewhat so I went through my macbook to look at stuff. Andddd I found a few videos; I wouldn't say a few; which I took on my camera before. Haha. Since I'm bored and stuff, I'm gonna share one of my religious class friends. MAY not sound funny if you don't get it so HAHA! You've been warned. (;

Hahahaha! Hisham Hisham..

"Member dia apa"

Hahaha! I miss my madrasah friends.. ♥

Raya outing on 2nd Oct! Wheee~ Can't wait!

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

My Dearest Brother, Dzulfadhli Hakim

2010-09-28T00:19:00.005+08:00

DZULFADHLI HAKIM.

He is the best brother I could ever have.

He will ALWAYS be the BEST of the BEST brothers I'll ever have.

He always keeps a prayer for me and I owe him so much more.

He deserves the most beautiful girl in the world ; a beautiful personality & heart.

He always listens and reminds me of the things I tell others each time they're in need.

He is a gentleman.

He is an awesome photographer.

His heart is sincere.

He always fights to stay strong even when it gets really hard.

He looks to Allah when no one can be there for him, including me.

He is MY brother.

I love him.

I am proud of him.

I will always be there for him, Insya'Allah, just as he has been for me.

And if I weren't there for him, I'll never forget him and

my memories with him.

Every single thing he has done for me, I will not forget.

My dearest brother, Dzulfadhli Hakim.

Forever & Always.. ♥

Dzully, be strong! Stay strong! Take care of yourself.

Stay Happy! Smile ALWAYS! =D

Insya'Allah.. you can talk to me anytime you're in need of it.

I'll be here for YOU!!!=D

I'm not your sis for nothing k. Haha. Don't hide things if they're

just gonna hurt you more and more..

OKIE! Eat well, sleep well. Hope your results turn out great!

Take care. Stay Happy! ♥ you bro!!

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

I Wouldn't Change A Thing

2010-09-27T01:50:00.003+08:00

" Like fire and rain..

you can drive me insane

but I can't stay mad at you for anything..

We're Venus and Mars..

We're like different stars..

You're the harmony to every song I sing..

And I wouldn't change a thing.."

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

RANDOM FACTORY

2010-09-26T16:25:00.006+08:00

Hey there..(: A few random facts about me is that...

1) I can be totally insecure of myself.

2) I have a pretty low self-esteem.

3) I can cry when I hear others cry (most of the time)

4) I can be pretty negative although people see me as "happy go lucky"

5) I don't always smile and MEAN it.

6) I want to love again and be loved but I still don't know why it's hard.

7) I sometimes sing to show how I feel in relation to a song.

8) I have 3 guitars? Melody, Harmony & Rocky ♥

9) I love playing the piano but wish I knew how to play it better.

10) I have alot more random facts but right now.. I'm too lazy to list

them out.. Haha. =D

Till next time.. (;

SONG OF THE DAY! ------> Round & Round by Selena Gomez ♥

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

MINEEEE

2010-09-26T04:02:00.004+08:00

Mine

Taylor Swift

Oh, oh, oh

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables

Left a small town and never looked back

I was a flight risk, with the fear of fallin'

Wondering why we bothered with love, if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"

As we're lyin' on the couch

The moment, I can see it

Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together

And there's a drawer of my things at your place

You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay

We got nothin' figured out

When it was hard to take

Yes, yes

This is what I thought about

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?

You saw me start to believe for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM

You said everything was slipping right out of our hands

I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known

Then, you took me by surprise

You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.

And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.

I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.

She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?

We're gonna make it now

And I can see it

I can see it now

" You COULD possibly be..

the best thing

that's

ever

been MINE.. ♥ "

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

DANCE KOREA!(:

2010-09-25T15:55:00.004+08:00

Hiii there!(: Another random video I'd like to share from one of my favourite websss, YOUUUTUBEEEE!=D

Here are youtubers, simonandmartina, a married Canadian couple living in Korea as English teachers. Wheee~

It was CHUSEOK in Korea and this was what they did..=D CUTE & AWESOME COUPLE!=D

DANCE KOREA!

simonandmartina

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

You're Not Sorry

2010-09-20T01:49:00.001+08:00

You're Not Sorry

Taylor Swift

All this time I was wasting

Hoping you would come around

I've been giving out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long

Baby but I figured you out

And you're thinking we'll be fine again

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent

I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets

And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey

And it never would've gone away, no

You used to shine so bright

But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry, no, no, oh

No, oh, no, oh, no oh

Whoa, no, no

Charlie Is Soooo Coool Like...

2010-09-18T18:26:00.007+08:00

Hey everybody!(: Here's a video I 'd like to share of one of my favourite YouTubers.(: Haha. It's pretty lame but... HAH. I still love it! XD

MY AMERICAN ACCENT by charlieisscoollike

Hahaha! He sounds sooooo countrified in an american accent. Ahhh well.(:

I have another video coming up soon! Wheee~ Wait for it!

RATE! COMMENT! SUBSCRIBE! (:

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

True Friends

2010-09-02T15:04:00.006+08:00

I saw this on a friend's tumblr. (: Means alot don't you think?

" They say true friends can go long periods of time without speaking

and never question their friendship. These friends pick up like they just

spoke yesterday regardless of how long it has been or how far away they live

and don't hold grudges. They understand that life is busy, but you will always

LOVE them." (:

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

Know Yourself

2010-08-30T23:47:00.006+08:00

Humans are naturally flawed.

Don't you think so?

We do things that we KNOW is wrong yet our conscience allows us to do it.

Even I admit I'm flawed. We ain't perfect.

But ya know what?

There is something called SELF-CONTROL.

This angers me.

I can't hold this anger back. Because I have seen how these 'flaws' within us

affect us not just individually but the people around us as well.

Well, wait. There are the 'flaws' in people and there is also...

STUPIDITY. Plain cut idiocy.

Its not because the person doesn't have a brain. Literally, he does. Metaphorically speaking, he just doesn't use it well. Or more likely, they just don't have a heart.

One can have a brain and be smart and all but without a heart,

you'll just be pathetic and LONELY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

IF you even have one that is.

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I'm sorry to whoever reads my blog. Do not be offended by this because of me being rather

rude or such. Like I said, I'm human, I have my imperfections and this is one of them. I FEEL.

Yes, feelings are part of our flaws. PART. Its a matter of how we control them. Sigh..

Hard to understand. As the saying goes, "You have to be in one's shoes/skin to understand"..

Something like that.

Don't worry. I'm fine. Just a day's emotional load.

Other than this, good day to you all. My advice from this post,

"KNOW YOURSELF and KNOW YOUR BOUNDARIES."

"Allah laid out challenges for us in our lives. The people around you are part of that. SO ARE YOU. We are challenges on our own. It's whether we're strong enough to handle that challenge. WE DECIDE. WE CHOOSE."

"How your life goes; fate in other words; isn't confirmed by Allah.. it also depends on you. How you're gonna live your life."

P.s. This advice don't go out just to my muslim friends because I used ALLAH.

You can replace that with GOD if it suits better. You get the jist.

MEH... Easy said.. not entirely easy to be done..but...

POSSIBLE

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

Something 'Bout DavidS!(:

2010-08-20T15:57:00.010+08:00

Hey youuu people!(:

Well, kinda unhappy cause I don't get to see David Choi while he's in SINGAPORE. Gah!

Why did he have to come during the fasting month?! Haha. Ah well.. Maybe its better this way.

I did get his album, "By My Side" though (FYI, I never really bought an album for myself before AT ALL ;with my own money that is; so this is my FIRST!) AND ANDDD... with it I got a ticket to an autograph session with David Choi TODAY BUT.. its at 7PM. ERGH. WHY??? Sigh.. nevermind that. Haha!

I've always been a supporter from 'afar'. Not just for David Choi but many other artists as well.

GOOD NEWS THOUGH!(: David ARCHULETA has just released a new music video. It's called "Something 'Bout Love" which is pretty awesome cause Mr Archuleta here has yet again awed me with his awesome vocals. WELL, let's get a move on shall we? Here's....

SOMETHING 'BOUT LOVE

DAVID ARCHULETA

P.s. I suggest you pause the music player on my blog before watching.(:

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

Wheee~ Peace & Love(:

2010-08-10T01:06:00.017+08:00

HelloHello friends!(:

I would post this on my Facebook wall BUTTT I'm long-winded. This gonna be wayyy too long for my FB wall to handle. Haha. That's just how I am so HAHA. Live with it. I know I know. I don't update my blog much. Been wayy too busy... SINCE.. secondary school in fact. My life has always been busy. In secondary school it was... being in the Enhanced Music Programme class, being an exco member in the council board, being sectional leader in band .. friendship chaos.. nyehh all that stuff. Well let bygones be bygones. I'll just leave it to that. Now in poly its all work work work. I'd say it isn't entirely a bad thing cause it kinda gets to you.... and dies off once in awhile... ALRIGHT.. alot of times. haha But to my MMA friends don't tell me you guys feel great about doing all the MMA work with a BIG SMILE on your faces ALL the time. haha.. Well, who are we to complain right? Some people can't even afford an education. Won't say this the best education I've ever gotten but I do appreciate the effort from my lecturers. I'm also glad to have met awesome friends, seniors and juniors in Ngee Ann Poly.

NOTE: The following SHOUTOUTS apply to my NP friends sooo you can skip the whole chunk if you wanna. I'll highlight the whole section in different colours so once it turns back to BLACK, you can continue reading.. (: If you wanna that is.

*SHOUTOUT to: Homeless 7!(: Thanks for being there for me since Year 1. Haha I ain't the best friend y'all could have ever met yet you guys never fail to be there for me, help me out when I'm in need , care for me when I fall sick and make me laugh (although I don't understand what you guys are talking about in Chinese at times.=S I still laugh tho) haha! ♥ you bros.=D

P.s. Ethan Lee Yong Sheng, haha. Youuuuu HAMI GUA. haha. Thank you. For being such an awesome bestie to me. I do hope things go well for you in NZ when you're there next month. Follow your heart, don't get hurt(emotionally), haha and physically la..be happy and have fun!(: Be yourself around *ehem* yea? You're a great guy ok? Who cares if you're 27. HEHE. No sarcasm intended. You have a good heart thats whats important.(: ♥

*SHOUTOUT to: 1Mo1 '09-'10! For those who celebrated my birthday with me in 2009, the ones who cared for me when I was sick, the ones who set up my eisel and paper for FDW when I've yet to reach class, the ones who sat with me while I was eating outside the dot (HA HA) ;) THANK YOU. ♥

P.s. Si Ya Tan, thanks for taking care of me when I got sick in Year 1 so pathetically. haha arghh I seriously hate falling sick. ♥ you!

*SHOUTOUT to: Zulkarnain!(: Thanks for being a great friend to me even when I was such a bad friend to you. I hope you understand why I acted the way I did with you before. BUT! I'll be a better friend from now on. I hope. XD Stay strong dude! Stay Happy!

ALRIGHTTYY.. aside the mushiness.. bet some of you are barfing from the whole ball of MUSH. haha. Lemme get straight to the point now.. Well fellas........

I'M GONNA BE A STAR!!!!!!! I'M GOING TO HOLLYWOOOOOD!!!! =D =D =D

.......................

NAH not really.. haha. Okok.. Here it goes....

I'll be on hiatus from FACEBOOK and MSN forrrr about a MONTH? or longer. I dunno.

TADAAA!=D haha........ *Uhh.. SOO WHATT?*

WHY????

I'm getting ready for the month of RAMADHAN. For those who don't know what Ramadhan is, its the fasting month for us muslims. YEAP. But that ain't the only reason. Its more of ME wanting to improve myself.. mentally, spiritually, emotionally etc. YEAH some of you may think.. "HAHA YEAH RIGHT. After awhile, you'll probably give up and everything you just said gonna be a big JOKE" BUT, doesn't hurt to try. Cause I seriously can't stand myself right now. NO NO I'm not being negative or thinking of turning EMO. GAH. haha I just feel that .. there is still room for improvement on my part. In soooo many ways. Hard to understand so I shan't explain. HUHU. I have a list of reasons but haha some reasons I shall keep to myself.

YEAP.. I'll be deactivating my FB about 1 week or so from now. Whats with the 1 week gap? Well, so that I can allow my friends to get a hold of this blog post before I do so. (: Won't be signing in to MSN either. Soo if you need to contact me.. you may do so through sms/call OR email. Tag my tagboard too! I'll reply you when I can. (: Anddd I'll be sending my macbook for repair sooo... haha! I'll be freeee of my macbook for quite some time.

Besides that, although I won't be active on FB. I'll probably update my blog ONCE in awhile. Also, me and my sis are gonna work on some music pieces sometime and I'll put those up on YOUTUBE. Soo .. check back for details on that sometime. Wheee~

Imma gonna wrap this up sooooo before I end..

" Happy Holidays to all my polytechnic friends! And whoever's having a holiday right now.(: May your holidays be filled with AWESOMEness!

Selamat Berpuasa to my family and all my muslim friends! May Allah fill this wonderful month with blessings. Let us all stay strong and go through this month with a sincere and patient heart. ♥" Insha'Allah..(: "

* SHOUTOUT to: Shereen!(: SHEEREEEENOO! Haha I still wanna see David Choi with you. AHHH. I HOPE my mom allows me to. Even if its just for awhile. haha! I'll sms you soon k? ♥ Selamat Berpuasa!(:

*SHOUTOUT to: Dzulfadhli Hakim!(: Salams bro. Wishing you a blessed Ramadhan! Stay strong! Let your heart be at peace during this blessed month. And gosh I still owe you your birthday gift. Ahhh! So sorry! Insha'Allah when the time is right, I'll pass it to you. (: Have a good holiday too! Be a good brother to your siblings, a good son to your parents and a good muslim. I'll keep a prayer for you, Insha'Allah.. haha I ain't perfect myself and as I advise you I shall follow my advice and improve myself as well. Take care! Sleep well. Eat well (when you're supposed to). HE HE! ♥ ♥

Okie dokie now. I'lllll see you all when I see you. Take care lovely people. Stay Happy! SMILE!(:

"Assalamualaikum (Peace Be Upon You)"

B.B.F.N! Byebye for now!

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

3DO!❤

2010-04-13T15:09:00.008+08:00

ElloEllo Starshines!(: Haha I'm back! Notice how I only post after a LONGGGG period of time? Haha! I'm kind of too lazy to post often so.. this is all you're gonna get. =D Besides, don't think many people read my blog too. Due to the countless "Missing-In-Action" acts. Teehee! Sorry fellow friends. MOVING ON! So what I'm going to be posting on today is....*DrumRoll* 3DO!!♥ Tadaa! For those who do not know what 3DO is, it's a 3 days 2 nights orientation camp for Year 1s at my school (Ngee Ann Poly, School Of Infocomm Technology).. Mmhmm! I was a GL(Group Leader) at the camp and received AMIK! for my group of freshies.=D They were what my aunt would usually say...LOVELY. (:

At the start of the camp, AMIK was rather how you sayyy... Not hyped? Haha! They HAD the potential to be HYPE but I guess some 'engines' take a longer time to 'rev up'. During the night Amazing Race though, that potential as I have stated was UNLEASHED. HOHO! It certainly suprised me and my GL partner, Kenneth Tay. Haha! After the first night, we all went back to the loft to wash up and rest. The freshies I mean. The LEADERS had to complete other tasks before being able to go to bed. But, it was nonethless worth it and fun!

Second day! We went to Sentosaaaa WOOHOO! Truthfully speaking, that was like..the 3rd time I've gone to Sentosa and the 1st time I've been to the beach area. Haha. The 1st and 2nd time I went to Sentosa was to visit Universal Studios so it doesn't really count. XD Okok Moving on!(: We played a few games at the beach there. There was one game whereby the freshies had to dress their GLs up in tissue paper. OH GOSH. Haha. That was truly EPIC. The tissue paper they wrapped on me kept breaking! Haha! Plus the whole point of the game was to protect their GLs from getting wet later on. And if the GLs got wet and their tissue paper tore GAME OVER for that team. Haha! Overall, sentosa was fun with a few troubles here and there but everything turned out fine in the end. =D

On the NIGHT of the second day, we had a campfire. So after sentosa, we got back to NP and washed up then got ready for campfireeee! *CAMPFIRE'S BURNING NOW!CAMPFIRE'S BURNING NOW!BURRRRNINGG NOW!BURN BURN BURN!* AMIK prepared a skit for their campfire performance. They were awesome!And CUTE I must say. HEE HEE! I still remember this line "IT'LL BLOW YOUR MIND" Haha!Wesleyyy. Haha! One of the team members, Hong Pin( I hope I spelled his name right), danced to HEARTBEAT By 2PM! ♥ ♥ Ahhh! I followed along while watching. O-o What??? Haha!

Alrightyy! LAST DAY! We played a few more games, watched a slideshow of the past few days and exhanged our 'marble money' for prizes! Toilet Paper For The Win! After the debrief , me and Kenneth went on to have lunch with AMIK. Well, not all of 'em. Some went home. =( It's ok! Haha! We talked abit about the courses and stuff then HOME SWEET HOME.=D I was super duperrrr sleepy on the last day cause I didn't sleep the previous night. AT ALL. I even slept standing whilst in the MRT. Haha! Don't laugh! Haha!

OKIE DOKIE! That's all for the 3DO camp! I didn't elaborate much because there's just too much to say. I'm sure those who went for the camp would remember the memories we shared with one another. No words can ever explain an experience felt by oneself. (;

Before I end, I want to thank my dearest GL partner, KENNETH TAY for guiding me through the camp and for being AWESOME! Haha! I wouldn't have been able to get through the camp without him. Keep in touch dude and ALL THE BEST FOR YEAR 2!=D ♥

NEXT, I just wanna say.. I MISS YOUUU AMIK!!! Thanks for being awesome FRESHIES! Sorry if I did not do well in any way as your GL and I just hope that you guys and gals had LOADS OF FUN despite some parts of the camp having its negative factors. But, I think the PCs, CCs and OFs did their very best to ensure you people had FUN FUN FUN! *APPLAUSE* Haha! Don't forget me and Kenneth ok! Haha. Lastly, ALL THE BEST FOR YEAR 1! Carpe Diem! Seize The Day!=D

KUDOS to everyone involved in 3DO! The PCs, CCs, OFs, GLs, GMs and the freshies! May the memories we shared last! ♥ ♥ ♥

Okie dokie!That's the end of my post for today! Take care & Stay Happy everybody! B.B.F.N! Byebye for now!=D

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

Intersection

2010-02-18T15:11:00.005+08:00

Hellooo! Well, I was supposed to continue with "Life In MMA (Part Two)" but I'm kinda lazy right now.. So..maybe later. For now I would like to say.. I AM BOREDDDDDDDD. Okie dokie then. I'm off! Have a nice day everybody. Stay Happy! Take care! Cheerio!

Before I leave, enjoy this 'random' video of Mr Hami Gua practising to be a KFreak!Hahaha!

We were bored.(:

Credits To:

Haikal (For The Bear)

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

Life In MMA (Part One)

2010-02-18T00:57:00.007+08:00

Hello Folks!(: I'm back again with another post. Haha. Alright..so basically, what I'll be talking about this time is more of my personal life. Mainly the focus would be on my life in polytechnic so far. The people, the course as a whole. I can't say I've met with much drama since my time in NP but of course can't say I haven't either. Uhhhh.. nevermind I'll just confuse you. This one's gonna be quiteeee a bunch for you to even digest so..just so you know....... Alrightyy.(:

So, I'm in the Multimedia & Animation course at Ngee Ann Polytechnic. It was not my first choice out of the 12 we were given to choose for JAE. It was my third. So..can't say I had a very deep interest in the course to begin with. I mean I loved cartoons all those kinda stuff. I loved Disney, Pixar (come on, I practically grew up with them). I think if I'm not wrong, the very first of the classics that I was fond of was.... CINDERELLA. Haha. That aside. I did like to doodle come up with my own sorts of cartoons as a kid. I remember once I even wrote a story about a cartoon turtle I created. So I guess thats where the interest for the animation stuff came about but anyway. I've been through 2 semesters of the course almost a year but..truthfully? If you asked me if I enjoy the work there.. I don't. I only loved the "Animation Principles" module. It could be the type of work they gave us or it could be the lecturers way of 'teaching' but I concluded that its just my passion for animation isn't strong enough. Maybe not animation..whats the word? Hmmm..design? I don't know.

Life in MMA I must say is quite mundane. I don't think its the people. I think its the environment? I don't know. The DOT(thats what my classroom area is called) is a fairly nice comfortable place to work in but I guess its missing something. Notice how many times I say "I guess"? ......That...was random. Nevermind that. I guess I need to push myself to love what I do or I ain't gonna get far.

So.. I usually stay in school till late at night to do my work. It's slightly more progressive compared to when I'm at home. I live really far. Like REALLY far away from school. So that doesn't help. But who am I to complain? I won't. Well I'll try not to. Mum told me before I even got into NP, "If you're gonna be schooling there, you better not complain about the distance I tell you." So yeah I won't. Besides the distance from home, there are loads of distractions at home. I've got my baby cousin at my place cause my mum's caring for her while my aunt and uncle are at work. And she tends to bang on my door when she's looking for me. Haha. HOW can I ever ignore her? I love that lil kiddo and feels sad that she's not as close to me as before since I'm always in school. Those are one of the sacrifices I have to make. OK! So..being in school and doing my work helps me progress more but its not always a good thing. I'm quite distracted in school too. Especially during the near end of the semester. I started feeling restless and "GOSH I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE" that kind of feeling. Do you guys get what I'm saying? All of this is probably blabber to you guys. Hmmmmmmm..

I guess what I'm trying to say is.. I WANT to love MMA however, I just CAN'T..maybe not yet..I'll probably talk about the people I've met in MMA next. Don't worryy MMA mates! Nothing bad nothing bad. *takes a deep breathe* Shall we?................

-To Be Continued-

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

Smile (:

2010-02-17T19:03:00.004+08:00

Hellooooo everyone!(: I hope all of you have been well. I've been missing for MONTHS; quite apparently. But well, it's not like anyone would notice. Haha. Alright.. so I'm going to start off this VERY first post of mine for 2010 with lyrics to a song which I find really sweet. It's actually the song for my blog now. Alrightyy then. Have a nice day! Happy Holidays to my MMA friends & those having their holidays now! To the ones in school, Study Smart! =D Stay Happy!Take care! Cheerio.(:

Smile By Charlie Chaplin

Smile though your heart is aching,

Smile even though it's breaking,

When there are clouds in the sky~ You'll get by,

If you Smile through your pain and sorrow,

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through~ For you.

Light up your face with gladness,

Hide every trace of sadness,

Although a tear may be ever so near,

That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying,

Smile~ What's the use of crying,

You'll find that life is still worthwhile,

If you just smile.

Ohhh Oooh Yeah

That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying,

Smile~ What's the use of crying,

You'll find that life is still worthwhile,

If you just smile.

Smile though your heart is aching,

Smile even though it's breaking,

When there are clouds in the sky~ You'll get by,

That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying,

Smile~ What's the use of crying,

You'll find that life is still worthwhile,

If you just

You'll find that life is still worthwhile,

If you just☺

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!^_^

T_T Missed T_T

2009-08-12T10:33:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone!!Haha.Oh goshh!I'm updatinggg!Haha! Anyways, been quite some time since I updated.VERY LONG time in fact. Haha. This will be a short post as I have work to do. Hees. By the way! Did you all know I'm no longer in secondary school? Haha!Okielah quite obvious.XD For those who were wondering I'm currently in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Course? Diploma In Multimedia & Animation. Blahh. Nothing much to say.. FOR NOW. Hehe. I really really really really really MISS secondary school. Well, I miss the people laa. Hehhs. I miss Crestwinds! I miss going to band for practice. Miss seeing my juniors, my seniors(Nizam!!Kak Dayah!!I miss u two ALOTTT!!T_T ♥ ) Miss playing music. Miss the council board. Miss my darling juniors, friends, seniors..EVERYONE LAA!T_T Seriously miss all of you loads. Poly can never be compared with my life in secondary school. (Well, in a good and bad way) Hehe. AHH!I miss SHEREEEEEEEN & AANAAAAAA!!!♥♥ I miss RAUDHAHHH, ALYAHHH, SHAZNIIII, UMAIRAH!!!♥♥ I miss my godbros and godsisterss! I miss Mr Leung! I miss Ms Junainah! I miss Ms Lim! I miss Mr Loh & Mr Ng! I miss cikgu Ridzuan! I miss Mrs Koh! I miss D&T! I miss late night stays in school DOING D&T! I miss PRCS. OMG. I really do..T_T All of this is random so yeahh. Haha. Alright! I should go do my work now. 2 more days to HOLIDAYS!!^_^ Jia you!!Aza Aza Hwaiting!!XD

Take care everyone!Stay happy! Keep moving forward.^_^

B.B.F.N!Byebye for now!!=D

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!^_^

Musicxz Rocks!=D

2009-07-05T02:07:00.001+08:00

NEW SONGS!NEW MUSIC PLAYER! ALL ON NAdrahh's BLOG!=D

Stay Happy!Take care!B.B.F.N!ByeBye For Now!<3

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!^_^

Zero Gravity-David Archuleta

2009-04-10T20:42:00.005+08:00

Blog song changed!=D

ZERO GRAVITY - David Archuleta
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SORRY SORRY - SUPER JUNIOR

SUPERJUNIOR THE 3rd ALBUM!!=D

2009-03-21T16:45:00.005+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR VOL. 3 is OUTT!!=D
Yayyyyyyyy!!!Missed them alot!!=D

Check out one of their new songs called "Sorry Sorry"! on my blog!=D

The song is set to autoplay but if it doesn't play you would probably have to go to the 'ABOUT' section of my blog and scroll down to the player.^_^

Alright!!Take care!Stay Happy everyone!!=D Cheerio!
B.B.F.N!Byebye for now!!^_^

NAdrahh saying..SMILES!!^_^

Sami Yusuf..^_^

2009-01-23T21:46:00.007+08:00

My favourite song from Sami Yusuf's 3rd album, Without You...

Lyrics

Raheem, Kareemun, 'Adheem, 'Aleemun,
Haleem, Hakeemun, Mateen
(Merciful, Generous, Incomparably Great, All-Knowing
Forbearing, Wise, Firm)

Mannaan, Rahmaanun, Fattaah, Ghaffaarun
Tawwaab, Razzaaqun, Shaheed
(Bestower of blessings, Most Compassionate, Opener, Forgiver
Accepter of Repentance, Provider, Witness)

Allahumma salli 'ala Muhammad, wa aali Muhammad
Ya Muslimeen sallou 'alayh
(O my Lord send salutations upon Muhammad
And upon the Family of Muhammad
O Muslims, send salutations upon him)
Allahumma salli 'ala Muhammad, wa sahbi Muhammad
Ya Mu'mineen sallou 'alayh
(O my Lord send salutations upon Muhammad
And upon the Companions of Muhammad
O believers, send salutations upon him)

Lateef, Khabeerun, Samee', Baseerun
Jaleel, Raqeebun, Mujeeb
(Gentle, All-Aware, All-Hearing, All-Seeing
Majestic, Watchful, Responsive)

Ghafur, Shakourun, Wadud, Qayyumun
Ra'uf, Saburun, Majeed
(Forgiving, Appreciative, Loving, Self-Existing by Whom all subsist
Most Kind, Patient, Most Glorious)

Allahumma salli 'ala Muhammad, wa aali Muhammad
Ya Muslimeen sallou 'alayh
(O my Lord send salutations upon Muhammad
And upon the Family of Muhammad
O Muslims, send salutations upon him)

Allahumma salli 'ala Muhammad, wa sahbi Muhammad
Ya Mu'mineen sallou 'alayh
(O my Lord send salutations upon Muhammad
And upon the Companions of Muhammad
O believers, send salutations upon him)

Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar,
La Ilaaha Illahu, Al Malikul Quddoos
(God is Greater, God is Greater
There is no god but Him, the King, the Most Holy)

Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar,
Ya Rahmanu irham dha'fana
(O Most Compassionate! Have compassion on our weakness)

Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar,
Ya Ghaffaaru ighfir thunoubana
(O Forgiver! Forgive our sins)

Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar,
Ya Sattaaru ostour 'ouyoubana
(O Concealer! Conceal our defects)

Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar,
Ya Mu'izzu a'izza ummatana
(O Bestower of honour! Bestow honour on our Ummah)

Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar,
Ya Mujeebu ajib du’aa'ana
(O Responsive One! Answer our prayers)

Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar,
Ya Lateefu oltof binaa (x3)
(O Gentle One! Show gentleness to us)

Oltof binaa
(Show gentleness to us)

P/s The lyrics in Arab at the top is not done by me by the way. My arabic handwriting isn't that nice.=DD It's NICE ok..BE POSITIVE!HEHE.

Check out his new album out this year(2009)!=D

SAMI YUSUF
WITHOUT YOU

2009-01-07T01:41:00.001+08:00

THIS BLOG IS....B-O-R-I-N-G...BORING!!!!!!!Hahaha.XD

Mannn...I'm so lazy to update...Well..till then..This has been another RANDOM moment....

BYE!=D

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!^_^

Lazy BumBum!=D

2008-12-30T21:08:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!Haha.I am SUPER DEE DUPERLY LAZYYY to blog.Haha.
No worries!I shall blog..umm..soon enough?HEHE.I hope. I hope?? OKOK.I hope.Haha.Lame..

OKIE DOKIE!Let's see..EHEM..I will be posting a few proper posts when I ACTUALLY DO sit down and bother to do so.(I WILL I WILL)
They will be well...roughly about these topics..I wouldn't call 'em topics but nevermind.

Haha.I owe Raudhah 2 quizzes(is this correct spelling?XD). Yupp..Anddd I'll be posting about my New Zealand trip (my god..so long ago.EH EH NO.Ya ALLAH..Haha..) ALSO..will be talking about the outings I have had the past few weeks. ALOT really. I have never had so many outings in my life. Haha. ANDDD...*DRUMROLL* haha..RANDOM CRAP from the blog owner herself...NAdrahh!!(....*cricket*...WHO CARES???!) Haha..Okies..-_-" I have officially lost it. This is what cleaning up your ROOM..well MY room..does to me..Hehehehe..

OK.BYE!Haha..Take care everyone!Stay Happy!B.B.F.N!Byebye for now!=D

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!Cause it's gonna be a new year..(BUT.. It already is in the islamic calendar..SO..Haha!OkOK.BYE!)

NEW Blogskin!=D

2008-12-14T01:18:00.001+08:00

HELLOOO!!!

I GOT A NEW BLOGSKIN!!=D
Couldn't do much with it soooo...here it is!
Alright..Take care!Stay happy!B.B.F.N!Byebye for now!=D

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!^_^

I'll Remember

2008-12-04T13:22:00.006+08:00

Hello Everyone!Here's the song I sang on prom night for those who have requested it.Sorry I don't have a recording of it.Still considering whether to do it or not.Haha.XD

Again..although it's been quite a long time..Would like to thank my bestie, Shereen for accompanying me in this song with the rap part. Along with Mr Leung and my fellow friends, Kuan Yong,Jordan and Anna Foo for accompanying with percussion and beat boxing(Kuan Yong).=D Love you people!=]

Alright..Stay Happy!Take care!B.B.F.N!Byebye for now!

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!^_^

I'LL REMEMBER
Lyrics & Music By Nadrah Bte Zainal

I remember every second of it,
Felt like it was just yesterday.
When I entered my first class
Wondering... who are you?
I see so many faces, all so unfamiliar...

*1,2,3,4,5
Lets begin this memory slide...

CHORUS:

Now it's time to say goodbye
Hey my friend please dont cry.
I'll make sure these memories won't fade..
From the start to the end,
I'll remember everything..

RAP:

Tears form in ur eyes
I know whatcha feelin' inside
(inside..inside..inside..)

You say it's ok
I'll be fine..don't worry..
(I'll be fine..don't worry..)

We've been friends 4 years long
Please tell me, what's wrong?
I'll be there just gimme a call
Pick up the phone,
LISTEN UP Y'ALL!

I remember every memory...Won't forget you..
This is a friendship that will stay,
Things i've learnt, memories i've made.

CHORUS:

Now it's time to say goodbye
Hey my friend please don't cry.
I'll make sure these memories won't fade..
From the start to the end
I'll remember everything..

Now its time to say goodbye,
Hey my friend please don't cry.
I'll make you smile all night,
Please enjoy your day..

I'll remember everything that happened in my second home....

Going Off SOON!=D

2008-11-22T15:10:00.002+08:00

Hellooo!=)

It's 3.10 pm right now on the 22nd Of November 2008..Why am I being so specific? Haha. Nevermind.. Hmm.. I feel sad but I don't feel like crying.. Haha.. What am I talking about? No idea. Haha..OH WELLS!

I'm going to New Zealand tomorrow after Asar(islamic prayer). Flight will be 7:30 p.m. FLY FLY!! Haha. I wish I could fly. Insya'ALLAH..in heaven. Haha. According to islamic studies so...for non-muslim readers umm..forgive me if you don't get what I mean. Hehe.

I have not started packing. And in the morning before my mum left for johor she told me when I was HALF-awake..."Nanti mak dah balik, your bag better be packed eh Nadrah." Haha. "Nanti mak dah balik.." MEANS "Later when mum gets back.." Haha. So if she comes home RIGHT NOW;quite unlikely; when I'm typing this post, I'M DEADMEAT. Haha.

Okies..So..I wonder what I'm gonna bring there.. To mention a few things..I'll bringgg..that silver 'thing' I got 4 years ago XD(No its nothing dangerous.LOL) ..I'll bring one of my small plushies (usually the teddies) Haha..YEAH..I'm sucha kid. Believe me. This is a lame fact about ME. I ALWAYS bring a plushie with me when I travel. Haha. Like small kid. Well I'll live up the fact that I'm still 4 years old. Haha. To those who do not know what I mean..CLUE:Check my birthday..Haha.. Ok..so the reason for bringing the teddy plushie is because..I don't know..I just like holding it in my hands. Haha. To me it holds one plushie(the significant ones) have many memories in it. So it comforts me somehow. Hees!=D

Alright..I'll bring a pen and a notebook. Purpose? No idea. Haha. It's always important to have at least a pen and paper with you. You can make paper airplanes with the paper and then send out S.O.S messages. Haha. Joking. I'm in charge of PLASTERS for this trip. Haha. I shall fulfill my duty as PLASTER CAPTAIN well. HAHA. Nah..mum told me to bring 'em. Basic medical necessities.=) I'll also bring the sporty jacket my sis got me recently. Thanks sis!=D Mum says I need to place it in my bag in case I freeze there. Haha. Okies..let's see..AH!Torchlight! Important.REALLY. Haha. I remember last time when I was little, we were in some hotel and the whole place suddenly blacked out. FREAKY. Haha. PANIC was created as we had no emergency light supplies. BUT there was a little Hero that day..ME! Haha. I actually remember. I had this little blue torch with a strong light source. I hung it on my bag and quickly grabbed it and shone it upon the darkness. We were SAVED!!!! Haha..Ok not really. At least we could see for awhile. Hehe. So..as I have said..TORCHLIGHT. IMPORTANT.=D

Okies..shall conclude my crappy talk about 'WHAT I SHOULD BRING FOR MY TRIP TOMORROW'. Haha. Hmm.. Shall see all of you again probably tomorrow if I am able to post at the airport's computers. I always loved the inner side of the airport. The part where you have to HAVE a airplane ticket to get through the gate. PLUS passport of course. XD I truly believe that Changi Airport is the best airport I have been to. The best...YET. Haha. Except for the expensive stuff there. They're just there so you can wash your eyes at the wonders of the object itself. Haha. I remember last time..there was an arcade inside. Time Zone I think? Me and my sis used to play alot there before our departure. So FUN. Haha. We still go to the arcade but of course not too often. I guess it has its pros and cons. Its FUN but a WASTE OF MONEY. Haha. Oh well..once in awhile won't hurt right? My sis likes the WORLD COMBAT game. Me too but I realise I am bad at army games. Hahaha. I like TIME CRISIS 3. Haha. More on the police/agent type of game. Haha. So if we were guys I think my sis would be better in army and me in police. Haha. Ok that's so weird. LOL.

Okie dokie.. I am so draggy. Hahaha. I drag every single thing I say. HAIYO.. Nadrah Nadrah. Haha.. Supposed to end in the previous paragraph but ended up telling you all about games. Hahaha. Alright.. I'll end now! See you all tomorrow! =D Have a fun time during the holidays! To those who ARE having holidays now. Haha. Take care!Stay Happy!B.B.F.N!Byebye for now!=D

P.s. Shall update about my New Zealand trip when I get back in a week's time.^_^

P.s.s. Copybear, you're already missed.=']

Lovelove, NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!^_^

This Is How Boredom Strikes..ONCE AGAIN Part 2..

2008-11-22T00:42:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!^_^

I'm back with part 2 of HOW BOREDOM STRIKES..Haha..Can make movie already.Haha..I know..NONSENSE LA NADRAH. Haha. Alright..

SO..during the band visit..as per usual..the normal greetings..with Sarah(or is it Sara?Haha.) keep poking me..Haha. Irfan(Adik!) going.."NADRAH!(Or kak!)" and our high fives. Zafrul and his nonsensical.."Ehhh pendek ah(Or ketot)"..Hahahaha..He's gonna get it from me one day..F.Y.I Zafrul AT LEAST eh I'm taller than you during prom night.Haha!=p And I finish school already.You only sec 1 going sec 2.SO..go ahead man. Kacau all you want. I'm cool with it.LOL!=D
My section..my beloved french horn section..=) I'm gonna GRILL ALL OF YOU ALIVE when I get back from New Zealand.Haha.Joking! I'm quite proud of them.

My comments..

Liyana: You're doing a good job as a SL. But pleaseeee remember my advices. Don't be nervous.CONFIDENCE gal. Haha. You can do it!=D Don't let the others bully you. I gave responsibility to you and Jeslyn as the most senior in the section.

Jeslyn: I have no idea what to say anymore. Haha. Okies..shall put aside the negative. Please come band more often when you can. Remember my advices. I know maybe to you..I suck as a senior. Haha. I apologise ya? Take care.

Shane: SHANE GOH! Haha.Mr Goh's son!Haha JK. BOYY..I'm so proud of you. You improved leh!Haha. =D Good boy. Don't bully Liyana ah. That one I'm not proud of. Haha. Help her out laa.PLEASE. Haha. Sab ask y'all clean up section you leave her clean on her own. WHAT IS THIS?!Haha. Help her out k? =D

Ariffin: Haha..still so cute.Haha.Still quiet anot? I hope not.Haha.Shane got bully you? OR you bully him?Haha.Joking. I will bring gifts he next time I come. I knowww. You always want something to chew on.Haha.RIGHTT? Liyana bawa makanan aje..NAKK. HEHE. Ok seriously..Haha. Please remember what I always tell you..CONCENTRATE.Haha.Jangan distracted easily ok??hehe.=D

Fiona: Haha.Sweet girl. Sec 1 junior. PSL class also.Haha.But not that close. Its ok!December we get close ok?Shall be coming to help you all out.Haha.You improved too.I heard.Good job my dear.=] Haha.French Horn SENIORS please don't neglect your juniors ok?Haha.Thank you.

Ser Yuan: PLEASE...don't keep skipping band..Haha..Listen to your seniors ok?Be a good boy.Stay cute.Haha.XD
♥♥

Alright..Haha. Well..I hope french horn will do well for the band and for themselves. Next year is SYF. JIA YOU!AZA AZA FIGHTING BAND!=D I support y'all all the way. Get silver or gold ok?CAN ONE.Haha. Please don't get band closed down.T_T Haha.I will cry. Haha.=D WE CAN DO IT CRESTWINDS! Haha.I love you all..

Why am I so hyper tonight..Haha..OH YA! EHEM..because..THIS IS HOW BOREDOM STRIKES..STRIKES..STRIKES..(Echo) haha... -_-"

ALRIGHTYY..After the whole band visit..brought my guitar back home..Mr Leung brought it down for me.Thanks 'cher!=D And at home..I played with Ariana(baby cousin) for awhile..Took care of her..when I carried her she keep sucking on my shoulder..Haha.I wanted to laugh cause it was so ticklish but I just let her.I'm immune to it already.Haha. I miss Ariana..Sigh..Haha.Won't see her for a WEEK!!T_T Will be back from New Zealand on 1 December..

Okies..I have finally fallen from boredom to..back cramps.Haha.Sat on my chair too long. Shall lie on my bed now. Haha. Good NIGHT SMILERS OF THE WORLD!=D Take care!STAY HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!=D =D =D Shall post again tomorrow...(Insya'ALLAH)..B.B.F.N!BYEBYE FOR NOW!!=D

Love, NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!^_^

This Is How Boredom Strikes..ONCE AGAIN.

2008-11-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hello Hello!=)

Haha. I WOULD update about my prom night but I'm just plain lazy.So...HEHE. Sorry..I'm sure most of you can just pop into another sec 4 graduate's blog and learn all about what happened.PLUS photos. Haha. Which reminds me..my dear sec 4 friends who wants prom photos from my camera, PLEASE remind me. As some of you may know..I'm REALLY forgetful. Haha. So..yupp..Alright..moving on...

This post shall really be about..as the title mentions..HOW BOREDOM STRIKES..once again because it struck me before. Today and probably tomorrow and maybe not the day after tomorrow because the day after tomorrow I'll be on my way to NEW ZEALAND! Haha.Yes readers..NEW ZEALAND. For once, I want to enjoy this trip. FOR ONCE PLEASE..Ya Allah..=) Some of you may ask what I mean..Well..that's for me to know and for you to find out. =D Hees.

Let EXCITEMENT remove BOREDOM...Haha. Hopefully..SMILES PLEASE!=D Why am I talking to myself?Haha..It's ok..I'll direct this to everyone..SMILE EVERYONE!=D...HEh...Hehh....H...Ok..-_-" Haha.This is an example of what I mean by 'HOW BOREDOM STRIKES'. I'll start talking to myself if not just talk weird. I'm not making sense right now am I?Haha. Okies..Nevermind..Moving ON...

Haha..Let's see..today..I woke up a few times in the morning. I woke up at..i tink 6:20 is it?Can't remember..For my morning prayer..Which reminds me..I find the way I wake up sorta weird. Sometimes it takes me a few minutes to wake up with a few knocks on my door and "Adik, solat." Haha.Meaning "Little sister, pray." Literally.Well actually at home, my family calls me 'Adik' or 'Nadrah'.So yup..I think you get the idea. Some OTHER times..I wake up like..OPEN MY EYES and LITERALLY jump out of my bed, eyes half open, walk all the way to the toilet, wash up, carry out necessary prayer procedures, walk back to my room(eyes still sorta half open), I pray..and then..BAM!Back into bed. This is what I would call..half-conscious.Haha. I'm so weird. Haha. Not in a bad way ok.I hope.Haha. OKOK.Enough on my weird morning wake ups..

EHEM..sorry.I shall continue..I then slept back after my morning prayer until 8:59?Wah so exact.Squinted at my handphone to see for the time and messages. But I slept again. Haha. Until....9:10?I think.Force myself to wake up cause I was supposed to go to school to visit my juniors at band. I...DIDN'T.Haha. SEE.Haha. Felt a lil uneasy and restless. "YAA..I'm unhealthy.I KNOWWW." XP Haha. Blah3..All the way to my visit to band room.At 11.20.Haha. I said "HI UNCLE!" to the security guard at the main gate as usual.He remembers me.YAY.Haha.So happy.Lame. Haha.Okies..when i entered band room..MR GOH..haha..sorry sir!=D I walked past him(WAH I MISS THAT) haha..And said.."HI MR GOH..=D" Haha.and he was like.."O.o? I thought who you know." haha. And then all the juniors look at me.Haha.And I said.."UHhh..continue2 don't look at me." Haha..I mumbled laa.And Mr Goh said.."HUH?WHAT?What did you say?jshfjhr(Mumbling)" Haha.FINE.Haha..Eh why am I talking about this nonsense?Hahaha. Sorry! This is what I call..umm..how to say in English..Haha..TALKING TO MYSELF.Is it?Haha.No idea.

OKIE!What else I want to say? Nothing..for now.Haha.Okie dokie.I will update again...after this post.Haha.See!I'm bored.I'm talking crap.Haha.Okies..Take care!Stay Happy!B.B.F.N!Byebye for now!

Love, NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!^_^

HELLOO!=D

2008-11-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hello Everybody!=D

Haha.I'm BACK!!!!!!^_^

Haha.After countless, "UPDATE LAA!"s from my juniors and friends.Haha.SORRY PEOPLE!Lazy bum.HEHE.

As promised, I am updating ok ok ok?HAPPY ADRIANA?HAPPY HIDAYAT?HAPPY A.N?HAPPY NAD(not me, my madrasah friend)??Haha..Good.HAPPY!Haha.XD

To start off, I shall start with my introduction..ACTUALLY,I already started the post.-_-" Okie Okie.LAME.Haha.How do I say this then?

Hmmmm...Okies I know!Here are my replies to recent tags on my tagboard.XD HAHA.

LOLLATAGGIES BACK AT YA!:-

To 'nad: Haha..NAK UPDATE NI.Haha.XP

To A.N: OKIES!Sekarang baru nak update si Nadrah ni.Pemalas.Haha.XD

To Sally: HEY!!Hehes.Okies!I will A.S.A.P!=D

To Razz(x: ZAN!!Haha.Thank you!Haha..Send you what?Will reply at your blog.=D

To HiDaYaT: Haha.OKOK dik.Haha.UPDATING!

To Adriana: HEHE.Yes my dear.I am now..Hehehe.SORRY SO LATE!=D
♥♥

That wraps up my tag replies.NEXT!.........

-TO BE CONTINUED-

Hehe.I shall update soon about my prom night at PRCS and how life has been for me lately soon ok dear readers?XD Haha.Okies,stop laughing Nadrah.Haha.I can't help it laa.You all know anyways.HEHE.

Okie dokie.Stay Happy lovelies!=D Take care!B.B.F.N!Byebye for now!=D

Loves, NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!^_^

Tell Me Something I Don't Know!

2008-09-13T17:33:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

NAdrahh ZAinall
IS SO AWAY NOW!=D

Just to let y'all know..
Will Be Back After The BIG 'O'!!XD

B.B.F.N!ByeBye For Now!

P.s. I know what y'all are thinking.IT'S BEEN AGES!!

Tell Me Something I Don't Know!

NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!^_^

Blah Blah Blah..PANDA EYES!XD

2008-03-29T01:31:00.003+08:00

Hello World!It's currently 1.30 in the morning on the 29th Of March.ANDDD!!!I'm not asleep yet.I guess I should be heading off to bed now.Shall update later today in the evening or afternoon??Depends.Haha.XD Nights!Or shall I say MORNING PEOPLE!B.B.F.N!Byebye for now!Stay Happy!=D

Remember Me By Lee Hyori

2008-03-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

Here's The Translation For The Current Song On My Blog!=D I really love the song!And Lee Hyori is one of my favourite korean singers!She rocks!XD

Artist: Lee Hyori
Title: Remember Me

*When I see you when I miss you
I remember the day we were together
When I see you when I miss you
I remember the day we were together

I'll close my two eyes tightly
So that now you can hug me
I hope you don't know
Not even the glances from the awkward nervousness

You passed me for a second MY LOVE
Dont you like me? Did you believe that I forgot you?
From the hard separation and the long time
My heart is resting for a while

**I love you because I love you
Words cant replace you
No matter who comes, I cant share you
I let you go

***I love you because I love you
I'll love you instead of her
Promise me the last love
Im content with that
But still I love you

repeat *

Tell me now MY LOVE
That you found someone to lean on
I was so young then
And your sadness was hard on me

repeat **
repeat ***

Everytime I pass by you without planning on it
I made you be in pain again

Forgive me, I'll love you
Even if I cant have you again, I'll be happy
My love even has your name
I hope it will be forever
But still I love you

Birthday SHOUTOUT!=D

2008-03-05T23:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Dearest Raudhah Bestie!!=D
o5o3o8♥

You're SWEET 16!!
Wishing You All The Best In LIFE & Good Luck For Your O'Levels!!
May Allah Bless You Always!Insya'ALLAH..=]
Stay Happy!!Take Care!!=D Love Ya Gal!

SPECIAL Quote From ME to YOU!:-

" The Sun Would Shine When You Smile OR Laugh But When It Disappears,It Brings Along Sadness!"
- NAdrahhABLE XD

Haha.I'm not sure if you understand the sentence but NEVERMIND.Haha.XD
It actually means that, it's good to be happy!So,others would be happy with you.But even when you're sad,you know you'll always have friends around you to bring away the sadness and bring back the 'sunshine'.=D Haha.BLURRified?Its Okie!Haha.XD I'm very complicated in my words.Alright!
B.B.F.N!Byebye For Now!!

LoveLove, NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!^_^

29 FEBRUARY 2oo8!!XD

2008-02-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

KABOOM!!XD
It's 12 MIDNIGHT!!!It's 29 FEBRUARY 2oo8!!IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!I'm FOUR/SIXTEEN YEARS OLD now!!=D
Laugh Like Crazy People!Hahahahahahaha!Okies,Maybe only ME.Hahahahaha!
I'm SO HYPER,I can't SLEEP.Haha.Waited for 12 MIDNIGHT instead.Haha.
I can be SOOO weird sometimes.=D MOST OF THE TIME laa.XP

ANYWAYS!!I wanna thank all my beloved school family which includes,my besties,my closest buddies,my classmates,Crestwinds,the council board,juniors,seniors,teachers,other school friends..PRACTICALLY,ALL those who have always been there for me.MAY it be for only a short period of time or a long period of time,I don't care!I wanna let all of you know that I appreciate you people!For making me smile even if its just for a moment..=D For making me laugh away my sorrows!FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO FRIENDS,I LOVE YOU!YOU PEOPLE ROCK MY WORLD!=D

I wanna THANK my family too for being there for me no matter how much I have been hurt..I still LOVELOVE them..&& Sorry for all the pains I ever caused for any of you..The 'SORRY' would also be directed to my SCHOOL FAMILY.=D

I also want to say this..MOST IMPORTANT among all..I wanna thank ALLAH for letting me live on earth as NADRAH BTE ZAINAL.=D
I LOVE ALLAH!!<3

ALRIGHTYY!I shall end here for now and add on my BIRTHDAY RESOLUTION soon enough!Haha.XD Take care Lovelys!STAY HAPPY!B.B.F.N!Byebye for now!!=D

QUOTE OF THE DAY:- (SPECIAL!!)

" NAdrahh Saying..SMILES!!!=D"

13 MORE MINUTES!!!=D

2008-02-28T23:47:00.003+08:00

HeyHey!!!YOU KNOW WHAT??=D
13 MORE MINUTES PEOPLE!!13 MORE MINUTES!!!!XD

XD YD ZD AD BD CD....!!EXTRA!!!=D

2008-02-26T22:19:00.009+08:00

Hello AGAIN!XD Nearly forgot...I SCORED DISTINCTION FOR EMATHS C.T!!!HELLO!!!MATHS OKIE!MATHSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!Haha.OKIEOKIE.Enoughhh NAdrahh..>.<

Thanks to Dzul Adik<3,I managed to find out that I scored 45/50 for the common test.ALHAMDULILLAH..=D I'm really HAPPY even though I know it's JUST common test.BUT still,it means a lot to me.So far,I only managed to score this well ONCE.I think.Haha.Yea..That's how bad my maths is..): But nevermind!I'm glad I passed this one with FLYING,SWIMMING colours XD..Hopefully,INSYA'ALLAH,I will continue to do this well in future tests and exams..Now,I'm nervous..O.o LOL!Alright..B.B.F.N!Byebye For Now!!

&&&3 MORE DAYS!!!♥

HALF-HAPPY,ONEQUARTER EXCITED & ONEQUARTER DEPRESSING(Only my closest&dearest friends/besties may be able to know what I mean by this...=])

Insya'ALLAH..As they say,Everyday Is A New Day!=D